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Tuesday, October 14, 2008
What should i do now?
Its regarding my IHP lecturer who i want to complain about to the director. He is YONG KAM SENG!.. So here is the thing, i felt that he's biased against me as i'm receiving a harsh treatment and remarks from him which i really felt its very unfair and unprofessional. I believe this treatment will persist if i don't act now.
I have been enduring and patience since the first day of my IHP, i have never been rude or show disrespect to him in any way as i know that he's not the kind where you can trifle with. Whatever he said i listens and take note of it. But i don't know why, he's like has something against me but not my other classmates whom he's very nice to,esp the girls. Maybe because i'm the only malay here? i dont' know..well, i do not have prove to substantiate that.Just a thought. Many bad incident has happened but there is this incident with i could not get over with and felt thats the last straw as he's really getting on my nerve.
Its a presentation. So i was presenting, alone, as i'm the only one with no partner. well thats fine, maybe just my luck as there is only 5 of us here and i'm the odd one i guess.Thats not the issue. Its after the presentation, lets call him chikopek( trust me he really is)...
Chikopek : shaznee, you are TALKING COCK AND ALL YOU SAY IS BULLSHITS!!( he yelled loudly across the class as he was sitting at the back)
Me : Huh? i remembered you telling me to do all this.( everyone was shocked, turned at him, even the 2nd lecturer who was there to listen to the presentation was shocked too)
Chikopek : YOU DEAF IS IT??!! didnt listen properly to what i say..i say the dehumidifier acts a water generator also what.
Chikopek : I FAIL YOU FOR THIS TIME! YOU BETTER LISTEN!
I just missed out on one point, dehumidifier acts as a water generator. All the things and points which i have to present were said VERBALLY by him and there is no guidelines or reference for me to follow. his remarks which are so harshed that it makes me enraged. I almost retaliate and shouted back to him but i just hold back and had a second thought that whats the point of fighting fire with fire? he's my in charge and i can't afford to have a bad relations with him. so i just calm myself, walk away after my presentation and went home straight.
No mood to continue till 5 pm. Even if i missed out on one point? do i deserve to receive that remarks? what he means by talking cock? bullshit? and why did i fail? i'm receiving threats from him most of the time telling me that he will debar me if i come late again and absent. i know you can't answer all this. but what should i do now? i can't just keep mum right? and tolerate his nonsense..enough is enough...its like 9 - 5pm not office hour but HELL hours for me..maybe the only thing i should be grateful is that there is not much work to do but just have to live with this wild pig.
what should i do now?
I have been enduring and patience since the first day of my IHP, i have never been rude or show disrespect to him in any way as i know that he's not the kind where you can trifle with. Whatever he said i listens and take note of it. But i don't know why, he's like has something against me but not my other classmates whom he's very nice to,esp the girls. Maybe because i'm the only malay here? i dont' know..well, i do not have prove to substantiate that.Just a thought. Many bad incident has happened but there is this incident with i could not get over with and felt thats the last straw as he's really getting on my nerve.
Its a presentation. So i was presenting, alone, as i'm the only one with no partner. well thats fine, maybe just my luck as there is only 5 of us here and i'm the odd one i guess.Thats not the issue. Its after the presentation, lets call him chikopek( trust me he really is)...
Chikopek : shaznee, you are TALKING COCK AND ALL YOU SAY IS BULLSHITS!!( he yelled loudly across the class as he was sitting at the back)
Me : Huh? i remembered you telling me to do all this.( everyone was shocked, turned at him, even the 2nd lecturer who was there to listen to the presentation was shocked too)
Chikopek : YOU DEAF IS IT??!! didnt listen properly to what i say..i say the dehumidifier acts a water generator also what.
Chikopek : I FAIL YOU FOR THIS TIME! YOU BETTER LISTEN!
I just missed out on one point, dehumidifier acts as a water generator. All the things and points which i have to present were said VERBALLY by him and there is no guidelines or reference for me to follow. his remarks which are so harshed that it makes me enraged. I almost retaliate and shouted back to him but i just hold back and had a second thought that whats the point of fighting fire with fire? he's my in charge and i can't afford to have a bad relations with him. so i just calm myself, walk away after my presentation and went home straight.
No mood to continue till 5 pm. Even if i missed out on one point? do i deserve to receive that remarks? what he means by talking cock? bullshit? and why did i fail? i'm receiving threats from him most of the time telling me that he will debar me if i come late again and absent. i know you can't answer all this. but what should i do now? i can't just keep mum right? and tolerate his nonsense..enough is enough...its like 9 - 5pm not office hour but HELL hours for me..maybe the only thing i should be grateful is that there is not much work to do but just have to live with this wild pig.
what should i do now?
Sunday, October 12, 2008
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